i had in school suspension today and the entire time i couldnt help but think how i could weave a rope with my hemp and hang myself with it.
its not just school. it’s my mom being sick, its my step dad being a fucking abusive asshole, it’s relationship problems, its my jealousy, its my hate for myself, its my fears and anxiety. i just feel so hopeless, helpless, useless and fucking exhausted. i feel so done with everything. i don’t know what to do
all i want to do is be gone, whether its dead or just out of this damn town, somewhere where id never have to see any of these people again
